TIME BRING ME BACK
By: Meljer M. Lozano
She was new for me, for it was my first time
I have then never talk for a very long time
Maybe I’m shy? But I know I’m shameless
Because I’m observing them motionless
For some of them have known ever since
I was quite taking a smile to feel my sense
But invisible blocks keep me as mute
Silence with me, feel like a tune of a flute
Sun have rested and then shined out
Trying to prepare myself as ready as scout
Eager to utter a word to join the talk
Until I adopt them and go for a walk
We share and we have get close
But one of them one shines the most
She was pretty but the secret was hidden
This is obvious in its action and words of burden
We became closer until I know her more
And disclose of it’s everything like open door
Free to all who to listen
But be careful if you don’t want to be beaten
Best of friends as she consider
Only her who can always remember
Trying to feel the feelings she feels
Asking my self why can’t feel the same
Am I too self-centered? Or weird?
Can’t even appreciate the things she did
Still in her everything is okay
In me every time we meet is boredom day
Little by little I know the secret inside
In the past she lay in bed of thorns beside
That is why playing the agony in heart
And changing into smile of art
The crowd can’t stop mocking
As if they were playing a puppet for a king
Still she’s a person of sensitivity
For her friend and me feel pity
We were trying to comfort our friend
Not to listen and in here no need to defend
For nothing to be scared of
Cause everything is true and nothing more
I was once playing in here with a prank
In here fell ashamed and feel the crank
For me nothing is wrong of my deeds
But can’t deny, I hurt her
Changes start and laughter is not on the air
It’s like we really don’t even care
Pride in me have started and risen up
I don’t feel for I think I’m giving up
Thirty days I have count we don’t ever talk
It seems time have brought me back
Like no one can talk to me but books
But my cheery smile is in lock
I have realized pride can’t do anything but madness
In me I always feel the deep sadness
Eager to solve quickly the existing problem
But my heart and my feet are lame
Still we are with the same set of friends
Talking to another as it she’s not there
Insanity have slowly can’t find the end
Trying to handle the problem with her
Humanity of her personality is overflowing
She approach me without knowing
Hug me tight and saying, she misses me
Still in me can’t find the messy miss me
But deep inside I feel something strange
Some kind of a puzzle that is complete
Shame in me covers a very wide range
Saying I’m not worthy for your love
But she don’t care for I am her friend
But in me I doubt if it is still the best of friends
For now I am happy were back together
Spending happy time with each other
I am afraid that it would happen again
Till the time would let it heal and begin
Many days we have so much wasted
And hoping that these days will be lasted
In my mind fear cover it all over
Thinking that time would bring me over
To the time and place that she never talk to me
As it I’m living that she can’t see me
How everyone is happy and gay
Gladness spread everywhere, and hey!
Look I can appreciate how I value her
That even a million of wealth can’t replace
Thank you God for you have guided me
In all cause and all things would it be
I’ll be trying with God as free as an egret
Asking not to bring me back to time, which I regret
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